By: Guadalupe MonserratWritten February 2021 Summary: Lucy’s life is a journey through desire, betrayal, and self-discovery. From youthful experimentation and intense relationships to enduring abuse and heartbreak, she struggles to find freedom, trust, and a sense of herself. Amid chaos and isolation, she fights to reclaim her voice and agency. READ IT HERE 🙂

Witchingly familiar – a small glance towards You; lick of lips, sway of hips, it’s so inviting, But you keep me at a distance, and I am Such a lover girl, so all I do is think of you Starve myself until I get to eat you up, just a bit from the neck down,…

No longer do I want to be used and discarded;Nor do I desire to be the one who has chaotic,Cosmic catastrophes as a punishment for others’Transgressions. I understand that I am an empath,And that my pure heart makes me willing to forgiveThe sins of others – but that doesn’t mean I should beForced to bear…

You haunt me;    posses me; this corpse, a  Rag            doll  Tossed around Hoping for you To just let me  play.  

We waltz around each other.Hand in hand; chest to chest.So close, each breath synchronized. YetTrue intimacy avoids us, evenIn close proximity, limited rangeDance floors, it skirts around us. Where did it go? Hide, run to? SeeWe Used to be conductors holdingThe orchestra together, keeping Time with every drop of the kickDrum. Now all thats left…